Disclaimer :This post is not written for anybody. This is a piece of creative work , a product of my imagination.
Humans since ages have been told that the best things that we have desired in our lives are out of our reach. Some even believe that sacrifice is a virtue and selfishness is a crime. I beg to differ.
Let’s not fool ourselves, we live because we have desires. Even the most optimistic guy must remind himself that our days are numbered, time is a limited asset and we have to strive to make our dreams come true.
Some things might be out of our reach. The decision might lie in others' hands. Still, the desire need not die. Let me come to the purpose of this letter.
The truth is I loved you in the past; I love you now and will love you forever no matter what happens. I will love you even if you choose not to acknowledge it and I don’t care for the consequences of this thought. I’ve never confessed this thought before you simply because of fear. It was just plain fear. I never understood what it meant to me.
Ever since I fell in love with you, I have been haunted by few questions. These questions are the source of my fear.
Is there a person who could love you better? Do I deserve your love?
I’ve spent many a night pondering over these questions. But there has been one single thing that has never changed in my thoughts. The only woman whom I truly loved, whom I can love forever is you, just you. I have tried my best to forget you and leave you alone and spare myself the trouble of answering those questions. I’ve purposefully tried to isolate you from my world in every way that I know. But I have repeatedly found that the task is nearly impossible. So I’d rather put an end to this dilemma and force myself to put forth my case before you.
All that can say is, I love you. All that I know is that you are the most confident woman whom I have ever met. There’s just one thing that I have ever wished for you is your happiness, whatever that might be. No matter what happens, I want you to be happy in every way possible. I would like to live in a world where I could be a reason for that in reality. I’ve dreamt about such a world a million times. It is for you to decide whether this dream will remain as a dream or not. You are the best person to decide the answers for my questions.